bl*ss v3.0

my apologies to ching for all the trouble with the imood.it's my fault i brought yang into this..anyway, this is the survey from ching's place; nothing better to do

5 THINGS YOU HATE
1. Loneliness
2. At times, myself and my life
3. Cockroaches
4. People who think too greatly of themselves
5. Not being able to go out more often

5 THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. Why we have to learn useless stuff in school eg. Moral
2. Why humans have to be the worst kind in the world
3. Why I can't go out
4. Why some people are so hard on themselves..
that includes me i guess
5. Why am I like this

5 THINGS ON YOUR DESK..lemme go check
1. PA homework
2. Lotsa colour pencils
3. Water bottle
4. Comb
5. Photos and negatives

5 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. Evelyn
2. Yang
3. I can't think!!
4. The mamak gang..gua...i dunno
5. I have many friends, but I'm not close to many

5 THINGS YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW
1. Listening to mp3
2. Chatting with Yang
3. Online
4. Sitting on a chair
5. Thinking that it's HOT~~

5 NEGATIVE FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. I'm moody
2. I am sick
3. I dig my nose
4. I'm too sensitive
5. I'm too smart for my own good..

5 POSITIVE FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. I can keep a secret
2. I'm a good listener.if anyone would wanna talk to me
3. I'm a friendly person..(i think)
4. I'm not a prick (i don't irritate people...i hope)
5. I'm a librarian?? hahahaha...dunno what else to put lehhh

5 THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Have sex..I'm being frank here
2. Go bungee jumping
3. Tell everyone I love them
(no need a will lar...nothing to give oso)
4. Have a career that I like
5. Go travelling

5 THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. I can talk!
2. I can walk!
3. I play the guitar..sometimes
4. I can sing
5. Read people's mind..in my dreams larr

5 THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. I can't sleep without my blanket
2. I can't talk in French
3. I can't read people's mind
4. I can't giggle
5. Ermmm....I can't think of what else to write

library is like my third home, going there soon, to finish up the stupid P. Am hw dat comes in dozens. nothing esle to write kua, except tonite is a nite of throwing and falling.

hehehe
i dun feel like posting all the same test dat hl took cos i got all the same thinge

You are 30% evil! [?]

You're still on the good side of 50%, but you're gaining on it. You're not as good as you should be, but you're good ALMOST all of the time. There's only an occasional time when evil takes over you, but when it does...

muahahhaha

Which Kiss Are You?

You're PRIDE! You like yourself, and you aren't afraid to show it. You don't like to admit when you're wrong, and you think you're better than most. You're represented by the color violet.

hmm..in the end yang didn't get to go to the library wit me oso lar. i had to stay at home to help out my mom do some housework since she came back and has loads of washing and cleaning up to do...no thanks to me lar. oh, for all of you, i hope you'll change the link to this page adding yang's name in too....since he should be a permanent resident here...i think...or maybe you can just wait until i draw a link button :Þ

today is a very very dull day for me, kinda like going to sumwhere with no purpose, but worse.
went library, heck, never do anythin oso, except a few question. came back slept, then after this, goin akido.
DAMN BORED. life's like that i guess, when your're broke :P

hehehe
today i come in this blog page without doing anything to help
feel bad in a way but happy oso larr
kinda boreD oso larr. Tomolo going library with HL, yeah!
nothing esle. bye?
:P

haih....sad sad....very sad....
*sniff*

ok..what should i talk about eh? pass few days have not been studying? why? ho-ho-holidays..lalalalalalala..in addition to that, parents away..jolly jolly...but then they'll be coming back today
:( and i wont be able to go out to KL tomorrow for Pravin to 'cheng' (treat) me..ish...so sat pai man! i'm suppose to study today but the library is closed! (excuses, excuses)..oh well...

i do not even know if i will be able to go to the wedding on jun 1st. *sigh*...there goes my shark fin soup *wink at pravin*...anyway shark fin soup ain't that nice as it used to be anymore..now there seems to be more of the ...the wadaya call it...erm..scales? bones?...those hard pieces in the soup..bleks..then u have to spit them out every mouthful of soup.

they've (ching, yang, pravin, etc) have left for sungai wang...and i am here at home..

http://www.the5k.org
wadaya know..a website building competition that awards a winner every 6 months. the prize? US$51.20..that should be about RM200..not bad eh??? the catch is that the site has to be only 5 kilobytes in size..goodness me...what can u put in it i wonder...

ah...huey ying dropped by. cool. we used to be close in form 1 cos we sit next to each other with micheal lim and sani at the back. ah..those were the days....

most of you misunderstood my message for yang. he is suppose to join me in this blog so i'm sending an invitation. anyone else care to join?? :P since the form 6 poolside party was brought up, i might as well talk about it. held by the form 6 society and suppose to be held in the sunway club on 1st jun. unfortunately not many people are going there especially the science class. only around 15 out of 60 people...that's 25% (wow i can count!)...i can't go cos im kinda grounded at home. mom doesnt want me to be 'used to going out'. saying i cant stay at home so should start doing so if not next year cannot stay at home and study worrr. dunnolar, wait till im 18! because im not going, yang isnt going, ching wont go, woon wont go...haih...wat a chain...i feel bad to the organisers..(azlyn and sin yi involved) but i really cant go! dont wanna even try to ask. dont wanna get scolded. i want to save my outing for bon odori...im not gonna miss it again!!

another not-so-hot day. when it rained last night i felt like running out and playing in the rain abit...so long didn't do that liao. the time i really got drenched was when me and eve coming back from school i think. so wet our shoes were slopping. we were cursing the rain away and every time we cursed it got worse. then wadaya know, mr. alex passes by in his kancil and beeped at us...and he didn't even offer a ride! come to think of it me and eve got drenched twice...that was once and another time back from school (again) in st john shirt and pj pants...hmmm

hey yang, got the invitation mail onot???

test time! yeah...it's been a while

Just another face in the crowd? Certainly not! You're a people person, and you like everyone around to be your biggest fan. You may be called a sellout, attention whore, or prima donna, but anyone who says that is just jealous of your vibrant and outgoing personality. You're concerned with appearances and with public opinion of yourself, regardless of whether you're in a school or work environment. You have lots of friends and you're hardly ever bored. You're in good company with talk show hosts and politicians worldwide.
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i guess i didn't make it to the JPA scholarships. hmph! nevermind...they dunno what they've missed. i will continue doing my STPM and score! muahahahhahaha.....

today i so darn hot (what's new)....oh whoa....great big thunder! gonna rain tonight..yeah...looking forward to a good night's sleep...i think i should go off b4 sumthing bad happens to my comp (bzzzt) come to think of it i would like that to happen.i'll get my new comp faster that way..yeahyeaheaeaeyaheaaaaaa

bleblebleh, the picture takes a hell of a long time to load. i guess this place will need patience..i dont wanna save it in lower quality. it is as low as i can get already. lower than that u start seeing splotches!

school! erm...today i went back to being a librarian. it hasn't changed one bit. the form 5's were studying for add maths since tomorrow they have mid year test. i have definitely returned 80% of my add maths knowledge to teacher. can't do much at all. except those that we learn again in form 6. i guess i need refreshing. i wanna study Bio but i do not have any resources at all..sat pai. today can call JPA already to ask for the results. in the afternoon i decided to call..quickly dial 88853000 and it was engaged! i didn't have any more guts to do that again....scared lar, eeeeeeee

oh dearie me...terrible!
sorry ar...just bear with this for a while more while i go and fix it up. i can't do that now cos i gotta go offline soon.

still on the process of changing deco. em erm erm..wat to say ar..ok, i'm back to my old computer. nice in a way, very bad in a sense that it is soooo darn slow. erm. playing rollercoaster tycoon at the moment. it is really funny whenever you build your super chunted roller coaster and when u run a test drive on it, it doesnt work..the train will go up half way up then fall backwards again, then forwards again (get wat i mean lar). summore i made them up and down lotsa times so when it stops, the front train will bang with the one behind it. tragic.. good thing got test drive....erm..really nothing to say lar... this has never been an interesting blog anyway. might as well give up trying.

oh...today is supposedly Teacher's Day. but most of us didn't go to school. not to say that we don't appreciate the teachers. but it such a bore to be there on days like this. anyway left the house at 8am around there and went to silver surfer to play CS. the de_dust2 map really make me lost but after a while it's ok.

after that we headed on to summit to watch star wars. attack of the clones? the title is so misleading. i thought the clones were suppose to attack the good guys. i kept on expecting the clones would somehow suddenly start turning bad or sumthing and attacking the jedis. they also never told us why the original guy of the clones (cant remember the name) wanted an original clone of him and called him Boba..wat a name. i feel that part about the boy looking at his dead "father"s head is also hanging. is this suppose to be continued in the next episode?? anakin with two light sabers is also great but it was an anti-climax to see his arm chopped of like that. yoda was also unexpected but he was cool.

anyway i wonder if they will ever show (somehow) the last few episodes they showed last time a long time ago i have never watched them and have no idea about anything preceding this 1st and 2nd episode. guess i have to remain blur.

Which Woman of Beauty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

hui ling is feeling okay today. she feels that there seems to be a lot of homework to do today and for the rest of the week (thanks to mr kang; the pa teacher) but she is too lazy to do her work therefore she decides to go online to chill out. the only person that is talking to her now is jiming; saying he leaves his computer online while he does his homework. her sister is gonna leave tomorrow already. because of that she has to start moving her files out from this computer. she feels bored and lonely...

i'm currently looking for a free webhost..anyone can recommend me one?? i need ftp support and no ads! i see many sites with the www.***.nu is that a free? how to get it ar? thanks for your help (if any)

%where do you LIVE?

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Which Parasite Eve Character are you?

by Tera

hmm..i'm planning on changing my layout again.....getting bored of it

Which TRL girl are you?

whoa...she looks great here!

You're going to work your way up to the top, because you know hard work pays off. People always tell you that you really excel in one thing, whether it be singing, dancing, acting, modeling, you name it! You're just flat out good at something, and you want people to realize that for themselves. You're gonna get to the top without anybody else's help, because you know you deserve it.

Second finger eh? The index/main finger, making you the reliable one, the one whom everyone can depend on. Pretty down to earth though sometimes your reliability gets too much for others to bear and they think it's strange how much you plan.
Which finger are you?
Take the quiz to find out.

how annoying sometimes when the html code they provide for you is all cacated and u have to fix it for them...cis. today is another draggy day..i bet tomorrow will turn out the same. only 3 periods of bio for me. the other 4 periods are muet and general paper..still no teacher..ladida....

what did i do today..hmm..came to school..study, blah blah, told yang about my talk with shiow wei on the phone yesterday and about my weird dream..much to his amusement. i think i cannot possibly tell you guys about my dream here...just too long to describe with words..have to draw summore :P in summary it was about the attack of a monster cockroach, a game show advertisement and my adventures in the realm of real demensions...when i was driving home from school today i almost got into an accident ~~again~~...stupid van..i guess that's it for today...

oh,oh...for those who come online and become really bored...this is the site to go to some of the confessions there are really weird....i mean really really weird. for example someone dyed her pubic hair baby blue...urg...some of you might think this is a stupid site to go to. ah! for bored people like me i find it interesting..

Who's your DBZ guy?
ahahah....just add a 'ble' at the end and what you get??? vegetable!!

Which Toe Are You?

A woman trapped in a girl's body (or a girl trapped in a woman's mind?), you are bursting with inspiration, dreams and abilities! You hold the simple belief that nothing can stand in your way, giving you the courage to move forward and pursue your desires. However, because your view of the world is so simple, you often overlook life's necessary little details. Don't get too swept away by your dreams that you forget to look at what's right in front of you.
Which Love Hina Girl Are You?

let me rephrase my last blog...i was looking for dog biscuits, not for deh sze to eat but for deh sze's dog lar..and yeah..i will definitely keep u guys updated about it. so far the school teachers are gonna have a meeting to see if we can have song dedication (a joint thing by lower six) on that day...the water fight oso not sure yet....i really hope can

today was such a drag in school. two new guys came into our class today. i wonder what took them so long. from what i overheard from one of them (who's sitting behind me) he was in colege wan then suddenly decided to come here dunno why...the day started out with maths, then chem (3 periods..fooh) after that recess...after recess we have NOTHING. two periods for muet and 2 more for general paper but both of the teachers are not around. the guys (ananth, anton, daniel, alroy...etc) wanted to sneak out of school during recess and they were figuring out how to get out. anton came back after recess telling us he changed his mind (the plan was to walk out of the school gates) because someone already got caught by pn chong..a form 5 guy. then they were considering their backup plan of crawling out the drain that connects to the primary school and walk out from there... the ex-smsjians were complaining that our school does not have enough exits and the prefects are not corrupted. according to them they could bribe the prefects in their former school. i think they can forget about that in seafeild :P

i'm downloading songs by michelle branch like no business..i think i have 7 songs already...started downloading them yesterday..just now went out cycling to look for dog biscuits for deh sze...like dun have wan!..i go look in taipan later.

guess wat?? our school is having kantin day this year! whoopee...finally~! at least we don't have to go through the neighbourhood to look for donations..that was so darn pathetic. it is supposedly to be held around end of july. u guys all come yah! our class gonna sell food and games...water fight lidat wan..dunno whether the school let onot..but if can...yeah man

i'm still waiting for an email to send me my adopted pet..where is it?!?! ah...my bouncies up there..u like 'em?? ^-^

another sunday...watched spiderman on vcd...not bad...but it's lke harry potter...trying to squeeze so much in that short time..lotsa matrix moves too hahahhaha..i really like 'em. i dont have much in plan today except that alex is coming over to my house to learn titik pusingan of a penjelmaan (?!?!) he asked if i could teach him last night and i said yeah...so he's suppose to be here this afternoon. dunno whether still can remember how to do...some returned back to teacher liao

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You are Jill
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oh..it shows u how much opposites attract...eve's a 100% devil..oOOOo..btw i couldn't stand the room test..the picture is too big..anyway i got bathroom lar.. :P

You're a really nice person but you know when to stop; you wouldn't let anyone take advantage because you're nice.

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hahha...test time again~*

You're Shirou Kamui!
Congratulations-- the Power of God is in your hands. Well, maybe not, but you do occasionally feel as if the weight of the world is on your shoulders, and sometimes you just want to run away to escape it all. You mean well, but you are sometimes short-tempered and don’t necessarily think things through before you do them. Friendship is very important to you, as is loyalty. You have a lot of growing to do, but deep down you really are a good person.
Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
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which children's storybook character are you?

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ah..sorry about that people...i already have a resolution against that...ah..i have a weak heart...i get hurt easily..sorry~!
currently i am talking to Ji Ming...yes..him...anyway, he seems to have changed...he sounds more mature..i actually enjoyed talking to him...shows how bored i was at the time...hey, give that guy a chance man..he has a nice heart inside...unlike some people
let me give u a snippet of our chat..

jm: how's life?
me: it's ok..how about urs? how's coll?
jm: COLLEGE ROCKS..there's lan on every computer and i get to play network games...sleep at 3am everyday
me: u play games when the teacher's teaching???
jm: i should be more specific, the computers in the hostel are all on LAN
me: wow..where are u living now?
jm: now i'm at home in subang , my hostel is in inti nilai , and every weekend i come back
me: oh..cool...how u go there?
jm: by car, my car....i drive car there
me: wow....wat car u drive??
jm: just a wira ......... no merc or bmw yet :)
me: so nice...is the car your's...i also drive to school on some days..kancil :P
jm: yes :)
me: ish...so now u studying a levels lar right?
jm: nolah, dip in mech eng ......2nd semester oledi
me: so fast...5 year course is it?
jm: no 4 year course....2 years dip. then 2 years get degree

ah...i envy his life now...so pathetic lar my life...there i go again...argh~ i didn't start recording our chat before this (i hope he doesn't mind me doing this) before that he was telling me about 'tackling girls'...oh....i should ask him on that next time...i hope none of them has to be 'salvaged'...

ok..now i feel like the stupidest person on earth...my existence is insignificant..i'm a jackass, i'm a fake..a BIG FAKE...i hate myself

have u ever felt that u weren't welcome at all and the hint is coming to you so clearly??? well, that's what i feel at the moment. i don't know if i am getting the right message, but i feel so bad and so stupid and so uncomfortable around him...anyway today there was suppose to be a basketball club meeting but in the end there wasn't..probably because of the rain. shao huay came in to class today. from what i hear she ain't coming back to school...don't know why..i think i'll ask deh sze later. anyway for general paper, we're suppose to draw charts for the statistics. our teacher finally passed us back our work the other day and pasted the charts with highest marks at the front notice board. now that notice board looks so nice and cheerful because all our charts were so colorful. i feel like we're in kindergarden again where the teachers always stick the pictures that got 3 stars up on the board and then you'll feel so proud of yourself...sheesh...i sound dumb..

they have deleted me from their members' listing..argh...my pictures. today's labour day...nothing to do..sigh